It was awful.It felt like a tornado.It changed my mood in just a second.
I think we had to experience that so we could move forward.The funny thing is that as fast as we fought as soon as we rencociled.:) And all made sense again.
I know that it wasn't our fault.The problem was that we had a terrible day.But we are strong and we made it trough.
For me it's clear as water that I don't wanna repeat the experience.And i have a feeling that we won't argue again...at least not so soon.
When I think it better I realize that we acted foolish.It was necessary...I think.
Now is ok.Hate didn't appeared which is good.Maybe it was a bit of anger but it was because of the things that happened that day.I am happy that I didn't lose control and I acted properly.Although they deserve what's worse.That's what i thought.But i forgive them...not entirely.It's hard to move forward after you've been trough something that changes your way of seeing things.
All I know is that I am a human being and I have the right to feel upset when things are not how I want.
And in what concernes Him...well I am still somewhere between present and past;You just don't let me to forget.But the feelings are not a problem anymore.NOTHING it's what I feel.
I think we had to experience that so we could move forward.The funny thing is that as fast as we fought as soon as we rencociled.:) And all made sense again.
I know that it wasn't our fault.The problem was that we had a terrible day.But we are strong and we made it trough.
For me it's clear as water that I don't wanna repeat the experience.And i have a feeling that we won't argue again...at least not so soon.
When I think it better I realize that we acted foolish.It was necessary...I think.
Now is ok.Hate didn't appeared which is good.Maybe it was a bit of anger but it was because of the things that happened that day.I am happy that I didn't lose control and I acted properly.Although they deserve what's worse.That's what i thought.But i forgive them...not entirely.It's hard to move forward after you've been trough something that changes your way of seeing things.
All I know is that I am a human being and I have the right to feel upset when things are not how I want.
And in what concernes Him...well I am still somewhere between present and past;You just don't let me to forget.But the feelings are not a problem anymore.NOTHING it's what I feel.
